well - it's been a couple days. i'm well as can be. so many emails going back n forth, it's depressing at times to read bout - not really the emails, but more the realization that nick really is gone. if u wanna read - here's the article... i guess thru this - i can say it's a good thing for the internet - cause at least we got to chat a lot thru im. how times have changed, eh? email, ok lah... but im is da bomb! and btw - nick, you still logged on aol! the wake's on friday and the funeral sat. there's gonna be much sadness... i hate wakes... shoulda been a doctor, so i gets use to seeing bodies in that state...

gotta move on sometime tho... alpha is tonite. i'm looking forward to spending time in fellowship n fun. i'm glad being half way round the world affords me opportunities to do that. (having no real anderson folk around helps too, i guess). my buddy howard said we gotta move on, and so we talked about golf... golf always brings a smile to my face - just not when i'm playing :)

speaking about golf - the colonial is this week. annika's there already. i know i shouldn't really make a big deal. but if she woulda just tried to qualify for it, i wouldn't have any beef. but with the exemption - it's so cheap. ben hogan is definitely snarling at this one... she won't make the cut - and that will be the end of the story. i'll be watching all them dumba$$ sportswriters all backtracking and justifying later on when she's packin her bags on friday. the colonial, sad as they be, are selling "go annika" pins for $3 in the pro shop!!!!! how unbelievable is that? you've gotta take a stand, have a position, if you're writing opinions - otherwise it's not an opinion. so this one's mine.... tough as it may be, cause those that know me know that, u know, me n annika had a thing (hehehe)... she's outta the picture now. but u know what? jennifer garner just filed for divorce, sooooooooo................