what a day. i think i managed to completely piss of the leader of my group tonite... i'm just in a horrid mood. that time of month, i guess... hehehe... it's more that i feel that some people have a hard time viewing perspectives from anywhere outside of their own (and that's totally not meant in a over-criticizing way). so then you get conversations/discussions like: Q:"so why are there green and red apples?" A:" well, I came to like red apples because I found that they are sweeter.".... completely misses the question - and calls to question whether the original question was heard at all.... hehehe... get my drift? don't ask me why we were talking about the color of apples...

otherwise - it was a great nite and good discussion. grappas is getting more and more full. i wonder what all the people at the bar were thinking, especially during the talk.

i'm still undecided whether to take this one offer or not. how frustrating. i mean - sometimes i think i wanna work for other people, and other times i feel like i don't. i prefer the times when i don't, cause i so love being my own boss (well - other than the other dude, namely the father... hehehe). anyway - this stall in the china project is so frustrating. if not for sars, i have a feeling we would have closed on one if not both of them. well - i guess i just gotta keep on praying, and seeing what the good plan is for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.